Continued ramblings…
The natural instinct of being curious and trying to work things out yourself has been trained out by most people. Having observed toddlers, many when not programmed by their parents , are superior in this regards. I observed my friends baby spend approximately fifteen minutes trying to work out where the battery for her toy went, eventually clicking open the compartment with a big smile on her face. Laziness and the need for instant gratification are the true pandemics sweeping society today. I had this exact experience with someone who must seriously believe I exist to explain myself to them.
They cannot comprehend the reality of the heliocentric lie and so bombarded me with questions as if I’m some sort of vending machine for answers and information. And when I send them information for them to independently pursue, they dismiss it and demand more answers from me in an attempt to extract my knowledge and insight from me.
My energy and time and attention is a privilege. Not a right. As is yours. AS IS EVERYONES. We do not exist to explain ourselves to those who willingly, actively misunderstand us. You do not have to answer people because they demand you to. People are not entitled to our energy simply because we are on an online space and it doesn’t feel as “real”. Imagine somebody infront of you behaving this way! If you do not prove to me that you’re able to help yourself too, you don’t get my help. If there’s one thing I’ve realised on this “journey” towards Truth — it’s that I will not waste my time explaining myself unless I see that you’re open and willing to hear it.This is yet another person who believes they’re on a mission from God to change what I’m saying or affect my message somehow. Someone who claims they’re “enlightened” and a descendant of the gods. They think it’s their divine mission to pick apart my logic and prove me wrong. Without ever stopping to question if there’s any chance they could be wrong. It’s like I’m dealing with the same entity just coming through a different human costume…Imagine being that arrogant/ignorant to think that’s your place? To do that? I get it from my parents but I thought that was enough. But then get such a feeling of empowerment by wholeheartedly believing it’s a mission from God? Anyone who goes after someone with the intention to destroy in the name of God ultimately destroys themselves. It never ends well for them. I’ve watched people who attempt to do this literally burn themselves out and self destruct majestically. It’s wild. It really is like this. What if there was a demiurge or a demon or whatever calling itself God or whatever that all these people are serving? Because it’s the same entity I’m faced with time and time again when I dare to think for myself or think freely or question their authority just because they say it’s divine or correct. It’s like this dark algorithm in the matrix that appears once I commit to thinking entirely for myself uninhibited by external opinion or authority etc. It’s like unjustly entitled or delusional or angry or arrogant. It’s bizarre.
This is why you shouldn’t believe in astrology…
I’ve just realised… with everything one sign forward, the names of the months now line up with the zodiac signs.
So SEPTember (7) — sept means seven…
would correlate to the 7th sign — Libra.
Which it is when using the original zodiac with Taurus at the Vernal Equinox (start of the year—March 21st)
With the exception of the last 9 days, most of September, the true 7th month would consist of Libra, the 7th sign.
OCTober (8) — oct means eight…
would correlate with the 8th sign—Scorpio. Which it does when using the original zodiac.
NOVember (9) — nov, nueve means nine…
this correlates to the 9th sign, Sagittarius
DECember (10) dec means ten…
correlating with the 10th sign, Capricorn…
Which it does when using the original zodiac with Taurus at the Vernal Equinox (start of the year—March 21st).
BOOM! It’s been right in our faces all along!!!
If September is the 7th month and October the 8th month etc, that would make March the 1st month…
Which would mean Aries — the first sign should begin on the first month and thus take up the majority of March—the first month (starting at the end of the previous month—February) and ending at the vernal equinox on March 21st when Taurus then begins…. Not Aries! The financial year starts with Taurus which makes sense since if you’re second house or Part of Fortune are dominated here there you’re pretty much secured.
The opposite of Sidereal is everything one sign behind (that’s before you even have to choose one of the many ridiculous ever changing zodiacs).
With Taurus FIRST and FIXED to the spring equinox. The fixed signs do not move. It’s literally in the name. They’re the four directions. The amount of deception and misinformation that’s pervaded our modern comprehension of things is astounding.
Why wouldn’t that extend to astrology?
Why would they lie to us about everything except this? Of course they would. I don’t even know for sure if it’s intentional but I suspect it is. Or it’s an unfortunate consequence of the endless nonsense science grabble? I don’t know. If you don’t know all the systems then you will go down a rabbit hole believing in one thing. It’s better to understand rather than follow and then make your own judgement. What I do know is that there is one religion only for believers who believe in Allah (swt), the heavens don’t change. The skies and stars and constellations align with ancient astronomical structures today on particular dates exactly as they did thousands of years ago when they were built. That’s all the proof we need. But in nonsense spinning ball land, everything has to be changing and moving all the time and can’t be tracked or worked with like it can be in reality when the real nature of things is understood. This is extremely controversial information and will cause insanely huge shockwaves in the astrology community because it’s all false. I don’t think I can emphasis enough how important religion is right now. There are people who take up the role as a trickster. They perform pranks on TV or trick people in order to lead them closer to the truth. Exactly, truth isn't taught, the truth we encounter in our lives is our real teaches.
This reminds me of something I wrote a few years ago when the division amongst people was so heightened during vaccine rollout. I found it in my notes. I wrote how people are so distracted by proving each other wrong, feeding their egos and shaming each other submerging themselves in the surface level, dualistic black and white arguments. Clawing at each other’s throats, then bathing in a sense of grandeur as you continue to do everything you can to prove to yourself and others that your view is the right view. These days I have so much more peace inside. It truly does not matter to me to try and convince others of things and I’m humble enough to admit I have my own shortcomings. Even now when the truth of the last few years is coming to the surface I don’t feel the need to stand there and shout “I told you so how could you be so f*cking blind”. I just feel melancholy because I know how hard it is for the walls of your beliefs to come crumbling down around you. And some people will still look at the evidence and deny it - and that’s their path. All we can do is tend to our own gardens. Cultivate love around us and celebrate the miracle of life every day.
I believe being present is the highest spirituality we can achieve while living. Being present brings one-ness to its highest potential, while answering questions and demands of life.
Fasting has the automatic effect of quieting the busy mind, which steals us from the now and the living of our very lives. Whether you decide to slow down or the effects of not eating or drinking for eighteen hours slows you down, it will happen. And when it happens you start to see your world. You truly appreciate the feel of the wind touching your skin, the aromas and even the stenches are fascinating and appreciated. And food. This is amazing. For all the grand dreams of feasting and the most beautiful taste is the taste of water. I started fasting every Monday and I’ve been consistent with it now the last month. I really enjoyed doing this. I could dwell on how hard it is to fast at home but I’m not because I’m blessed to have the priviledge to be alive and healthy enough to eat - there are people living in far worse circumstances. Fasting on Mondays made me appreciate everything a lot more.
If God is a part of one person then it’s a part of all of us. And I think this is the message. We are all children of God. We are to recognise ourselves in his story and follow in his footsteps. He is to emulate—not endlessly prostrate oneself at the mihrab of. Those who argue that we aren’t all children of God simply still have work to do on their hearts and healing their wounds. They still see themselves as lowly, broken beings and thus they see others this way too. And anyone who feels above someone else because of their religious persuasion and “my God is better than yourrrrr God dontchuknowwww” is a fool who has completely missed the whole point. But I’m beginning to see this realisation dawn within in myself and I’m absolutely nothing special. I really am a nobody. So if I am suspecting this about it myself… then everybody else can too. And this should in no way exacerbate ego issues. It shouldn’t make you anything other than utterly humbled and saturated with reverence. It’s a power to be handled with nothing but respect and temperance. And a feeling of peace begins to tiptoe in and settle in our hearts. Which is the whole point of seeking God, is it not? To find peace.
With the knowing and understanding that everything is perfect.
That it always has been.
The Qur’an mentions this in Surah Al-An’am “He knows what is in the land and sea. Not even a leaf falls without His knowledge, nor a grain in the darkness of the earth or anything—green or dry—but is ˹written˺ in a perfect Record”. There’s absolutely nothing to fight over except one’s freedom to be exactly what we are. And others the same. Everything is written. Nothing is a “mistake” even if you think it is. There’s no such thing as sabotaging - everything is suppose to happen. Free of pomp and bullsh*t. Free of nonsense. Free of absurdity and abusive claims to authority. As perhaps… maybe… just maybe we’re all aspects — a myriad of beings of what one can, for eases sake, summarise and encapsulate the essence, phenomenon and experience of being close to God. Alhumdulilah